quotes and shit // jenny.F
Well, that was then

Well, that was then

Poem: “Blood all over your hands”

Hah, don’t
Don’t even try do that to me
You have to stand for what you did
You knew I would do anything
I was your open target

You shot me right in my heart
You got blood all over your hands
You shot me right in my heart
You got blood all over your hands

Don’t think water can wash it off
I’m the only solution for you
Too bad you cut me right open
Cause now I can only make it worse
I was your open target
And you pulled out your gun before I knew it
I couldn’t run, I couldn’t hide
You’ve always lived on others misery
Now you trying to suck me like a vampire
But this blood won’t cover your thirst
Cause you got way too many problems
Which isn’t my fault
You know you have to fix it
But you can’t handle the pain
So you take out your gun

You shot me right in my heart
You got blood all over your hands
You shot me right in my heart
You got blood all over your hands

Poem; “I’ll always love our love”

I don’t miss you
I don’t love you
I don’t want you

I miss what we had
I love what we created
I want it to be like that

I’m in love with memories
I would travel back in time any day
I will always place our days in a warm spot of my heart
Cause it taught me what real love was
That’s what I deserve
Not you

i wish that i could be like the cool kids

i wish that i could be like the cool kids

Poem: “What love is about’

I wish I could’ve told you
What love is about
When we just met
And everything was new
I still loved to be loved
I was so easy and naive
At that festival
Where the ground was dirty
And the music made you blind
Everyone tried to get me

And one did

I gave him my body and my kisses
Then I felt this stone in my stomach
It hit me so hard
I knew what I did was wrong
I forgot I had you
I forgot that I was already loved
Loved for real
So I begged you to take me back
I begged you to stay
And that’s what you did
And that was when I learned
What love was about
It was about give and take
It was about not being a fool
It was about not taking things for granted
The thing is now it’s different
I got a second chance
While yours is gone

Poem; “The boy I once loved”

Yesterday I got a call
You were gone
Your soul has flown away
Now grief is all I feel
Cause you are still here
But the boy I once loved is gone
You’ve changed
I will bury your living body
I will look into your eyes
With the shovel in my hand
I’m not gonna say any last words
Cause the boy I once loved is gone
I know it wouldn’t mean anything
Cause the boy I once loved
Doesn’t have me on his mind
I wasn’t worth the fight
It would hurt me too much, he said
But pain for you is what I wanted to feel
Now I stand here with the shovel in my hand
I look into the sea blue eyes that once looked into mine
You have to close them now
So you’ll never see me again
Cause you’re not the boy I once loved

Poem: “Don’t send me flowers”

I just got sick
The doctors says it’s bad
I know they mean it
Cause I can feel it
All I can do is lay here
I feel the pain so hard
There’s no cure
All I can do is to wait
Wait for as long as it’ll take
Everything’s a blur
Everything hurts
All I can think of is the time when it all will be over
When I’m fine again
When I’m stronger
When I can see the light again
But right now, this is all I can do
I never got any flowers from you
But flowers can’t cure bodies anyway

I don’t ever ask you where you’ve been
And I don’t feel the need to know who you’re with
I can’t even think straight, but I can tell
That you were just with her
And I’ll still be a fool
I’m a fool for you

Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit is all I’m asking for

I don’t ever tell you how I really feel
Cause I can’t find the words to say what I mean
And nothing’s ever easy, that’s what they say
I know I’m not your only
But I’ll still be a fool
Cause I’m a fool for you

Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit is all I’m asking for

I know I’m not your only
But at least I’m one
I heard a little love
Is better than none

I don’t ever ask you where you’ve been
And I don’t feel the need to know who you’re with
I can’t even think straight, but I can tell
That you were just with her
And I’ll still be a fool
I’m a fool for you

Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit is all I’m asking for

I don’t ever tell you how I really feel
Cause I can’t find the words to say what I mean
And nothing’s ever easy, that’s what they say
I know I’m not your only
But I’ll still be a fool
Cause I’m a fool for you

Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit is all I’m asking for

I know I’m not your only
But at least I’m one
I heard a little love
Is better than none

Poem: “I’m just a human”

I’m not a hero
I’m not a saint
I’m not always happy
I’m not always giving the time
I’m not an A-student
I’m not perfect

But I am a good friend
I do feel guiltyness
I do regret
I say sorry
I know when I’ve done something wrong
I feel for other people
I know what it’s like to be alone
I know what it feels like to be the underdog
I’ve felt pain
People have left me
I’ve had to say goodbye to people I loved

It takes strength
It takes time
It craves help
Sometimes you’re fragile
Sometimes you’re weak
Sometimes you’re worried
Sometimes you’re so frustrated
But always remember it’s ok
That’s the only way to make it through

Poem: “Another time, another place”

I want you out of my system
Out of my life
Out of my dreams
Out of my heart
I don’t want to see
I don’t want to hear

You left me
You forgot everything we had
Still I remember
And I know I’ll never find someone like you
That’s why I held you so tight
I held you too tight

Now I want you out of my system
Out of my life
Out of my dreams
Out of my heart
I don’t want to see
I don’t want to hear

But you know it’s because it hurts too much
I see the times when life was perfect
I see the times when you loved me
I see the times when I was the only one
But now when I see your face
I don’t know what to believe anymore

Go back to who you were
Let’s go back in time
Let’s feel it one more time
Or maybe I’ll see you in another life
Another time
Another place